Santa

I was not looking forward to Christmas and most of it I just wanted to barry my head and cry all day. I do have to thank Santa . He tried sooooo hard to make me happy and still make it "Christmas" for me. He spoiled me when I told him not too and even brought Jack his special ornament for the tree. Santa was good to me and Jack and with the help of a whole bottle of wine I got through it. Another small thing that is huge to a parent of loss is the recognition of our children; Nanny always makes sure there is a place for Jack at her dinners. His name is often said and his urn is so welcomed at the table. He was decorated in a little Christmas hat and with little toys and stickers.We all love you and miss you baby. Jack and Mummy forever