Jack, yesterday I watched a movie you would have loved so much. It was based on one of your favourite stories called The Velveteen Rabbit. I cried through most of it as it reminded me so much of our story time together. I miss holding you in your rocking chair and reading to you. Everyday takes so much effort without you. I even read to your urn and take it landscaping with me. I hope you liked the view today.
Sigh, its just not the same though. I wish I could feel your presence by having your urn close but I don't. Even so I will still keep you by my side in your urn wherever I go. It reminds me of the story of the Velveteen Rabbit. The stuffed little bunny who finally became real because the love between the boy and his toy bunny was so strong. Maybe someday you wont be just an urn, maybe you'll be real again. I am not one for accepting things or giving up. Weird and irrational-probably, but I don't care. I will never stop believing my baby.I love you
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