It's been hard for me to write lately and even harder to find the right words to comment on other blogs. The emotion I feel hasn't been that easy to articulate into words. Maybe I am all worded out or maybe it's the constant background headache that has nested itself in the back of my brain, probably due to the pregnancy.
Codie and I find ourselves confused lately with the past, present and future. The timeline of this pregnancy is bang on the same as with Jack. Even the due date will be around the same time, within the same month.
"We have to get the drywall done, and set up Jack's nursery." A dawning look of comprehension of what he said causes a whimpered "OH" to escape his mouth. It isn't the first time. So far for us it's been Jack this and Jack that. Maybe when we finally get the ultrasound that will change.
For now my hand goes to womb and my heart whispers guiltily. " Jack is that you?" I hope it's you."
Obsessed by you baby; you consume me, I love you. Jack and Mummy forever
2 days ago