Golden

I hope with this blog I have succeeded at least with some to show  the value of having children with Down Syndrome. Jack was and is the most amazing miracle to have ever touched our lives, his love, his charismatic personality which I have described in my posts, his amazing willpower and special talent to always endear us and make us laugh, well he wowed us completely and we were so grateful for him.

 Being that today is World Down Syndrome day I hope that throughout my blog I have shown how amazing these children are and how valuable to our society. It may sound weird to some but Codie and I would love to have another child with Down Syndrome-without  heart problems -we would be at static. I guess there is only so much you can explain or say about Down Syndrome until you  are offered the chance to experience that miracle.
You are and always will be golden my baby. I love you . Jack and Mummy Forever

WAH

 Finally I am back, after a bumpy ride. The place isn't finished and there is drywall, trim and crap everywhere. GRRR I cant even finish unpacking as some rooms still have to be done. We were told it would be finished before we moved in and then led to believe it was near completion and boy were we surprised and very pissed when we moved in. It also took a week after we moved to get the telus guy out here.

I wanted to thanks you guys who were thinking of us and sending support for that day. Codie tried to cheer me up with his fond memories of what Jack would be like right now. In his fantasies Jack is a tyrant running around and cursing the F word. Like Father, like Son.

I have been extra depressed lately, I don't know if its the move, living in an unfinished messy house, the pregnancy, missing Jack. Well guess its' probably everything and on top of that I wasn't expecting to be sooooo sick.   I feel like I have the flue and a cold on a constant basis.

Wah; can you tell I am stressed. Does anyone want some cheese with all the wine I am serving up today?

I love you baby, I am always thinking of you, breathing you, feeling you. Jack and Mummy forever